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dear me of the future, 

saan tayo mag uumpisa? like they said let's start from the beginning. I have 17 years old and in a month you are going to be 18. It's the start of a new jorney. bago umpisa daw pero alam ko na masakit ang nararamdaman mo kasi feeling mo hnd ka tulad nag iba teenerger na lumalabas at ineenjoy ang buhay. alam ko na ang buhay ay isang kwarto with 4 walls, the same walls of years ago. the same of your childhood. I've seen all my friend coming and going away, they leaved me here cuz what? hnd ako makalabas. 

So Mae of the future sorry nalang if hnd ko ginawan nag paraan para madigin masaya, sorry kung pinalaki kita sa isang kwarto, sorry kung hnd ko kinaya, sorry sa lahat nag pagkakamali pero atlis nadigin masaya ka na iba ka, you are enough mature to fight all moments of your life. You are strong enough to say to everyone that sometimes life hits you so hard and you can't do anything just still fighting and thinking that one day all of this has an ending.  

Hope that now you are happy more than i am right now, why? Cuz one day I wanna see myself proud for who she is really is. 

I wish all the best and remember to still fighting and never change for the wrong people. Still love the people who you love and leave the people who are toxic to you. Hope that you aren't depressed anymore. 

with love 

Mae